And As She Opens Her Eyes...

This is what she sees.

Its been more than a year since you and i were.. well you and i.

Some days i miss it, others i dont, but a day like today makes me glad i never did have the guts to kiss the one i loved.

To find out now that, as previously stated, more than a year ago, when we were together and i had left school, you went to her house. the one person you said you tried to stay away from because she was constantly flirting with you.

Now, as im told, this visit was not entirely uneventful. In fact im told it was a complete makeout fest. At this time i was currently saving for you, to get you and i out of our parents houses and a place of our own. To give you the freedom i knew you wanted.

And yet you are with her, confessing your love to the one person you swore to me you would never date again.

Now im not pissed with the fact you did go back to her, oh no. Im pissed with the fact you constantly lied to me throughout the entire time we were together.

I believe now that you never loved me. That you wanted to hurt the one before me. Just like you wished to hurt me by leaving me, going back to her and sneaking behind your mothers back to "make love" when she couldn't catch on. I feel sorry for her. Your mother and the last.

I truely thought you were a genuine person. A once in a lifetime catch.

Why did you ever chase me? Why did you want to "be mine" those first two times if you didn't want to be with me after all?

I loved you. I respected you. I had your heart.. No.. I had a piece of fake metal you called the key to your heart.

I now realise why it took me so long to forget you. To stop loving you. Because the relationship wasn't real.

You were always half hearted Romeo, and i was all for you.

Until notice takes place.



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