Coward.
Thats what i am.
It feels good to write it down, or say it aloud.
You are a coward Sierra, and you deserve every little bit of this.
It's funny.. You think.. Or at least hope that the bullying, teasing, picking at you and the straight out abuse will end with school.
"It seems it does for some. But you're not so lucky sweetheart".
I just cant seem to escape it. It's following me everywhere. I went through school fighting so i wouldn't have to for one bloody day at least. One hour? Not a break. Never a break.
Sure, pick on the new kid. Thats fine, i always expected that, but why keep it going for so long? I mean, an entire year? then two? then another two, another two and a year again? Piss off.
Now it's with me again. They wont quit. Sure i dont seem to stress as much as others, and i wont bring myself to fight back, what if it made it worse? Not just for me, but for her as well? God in a child's eyes.. I can't do that to her.
I hide who i am to give her peace. I can't imagine how she'd be treated. Pick at me all you like, but leave her out of it.
I will not break under your snide comments, your hurtful remarks and your unbearable treatment.
I will not break.
Never.
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Sierra Lima Juliet Tango
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