Woke up today with a headache, not sure whats going on in my head but i can feel my heart beat and my blood pump through my body.
Yesterday was rather scary. i had quite the breakdown to a friend over chat.. which wasn't a good idea because i was sitting in the lounge with the laptop and it took all my effort and energy not to burst into tears.
I've decided i should get a move on with my life. i think what i need right now is the money to move out. school isn't paying me and that wouldn't bother me if i had money on the side. but truth is employers would rather hire full time workers than ones on the side. and id get a lot more money, quicker that way. we'll see.
Missing some friends that have moved from launceston. id give almost anything to have them next to me right now, i think it would be very reassuring to myself.
Made another blog yesterday, for my dreams. Its at http://and-as-she-closes-her-eyes.blogspot.com/ seems to be helping me manage my thoughts too. i always liked the idea of dreams meaning something so when finding out their meanings, they seem to clear things up in my mind ha.
Better go, its saturday and im meant to be writing.
always love,
Sierra
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